Every
morning I'm always waited
for her. I waited for someone
who admired and loved me. She was
Maria Natasya. She was a
student. Her school was located
right in front of my school. Shortly thereafter, she came by a pink bike. Then she turned to me
and smiled, she had a beautiful smile. I always waited for her beautiful
smile. I did not know when I started to like her, but ever since I first met I had felt a change in my life. Before I knew her I had always been late coming to school, but now after I knew her I was a student who came to school the earliest. Because of her, I started to like math. Maria was
a National Math Olympic Champion. And now I'm top ten in the class.
The next day, I waited for Maria again. I waited faithfully at the front gate. Waiting with all the love I had, but I could never express. I was afraid to approach her, not afraid because she was too pretty, not because she was too smart, but because of our different beliefs, I really loved her, but I also loved my religion. The bell rang, she did not come, apparently she was not in school today.
The next morning I came back to school in the morning just to see her smile. But I was surprised, because there she was standing across the street on his bike. She was beautiful, I was not who had been admired and loved her. But today, she was different, her face was pale and her body a little thinner, but still had a charming smile, I was always fascinated to see her smile. After smiling at me, she went to her school. I also got into the school. But suddenly a security guard approached me.
"Rizal, wait".said the guard
I just turned to him.
"This is a letter," said the guard
"Letter from whom, sir?", I asked
"From someone who always smiles for you".said the guard
I received the letter, then I read the contents.
The next day, I waited for Maria again. I waited faithfully at the front gate. Waiting with all the love I had, but I could never express. I was afraid to approach her, not afraid because she was too pretty, not because she was too smart, but because of our different beliefs, I really loved her, but I also loved my religion. The bell rang, she did not come, apparently she was not in school today.
The next morning I came back to school in the morning just to see her smile. But I was surprised, because there she was standing across the street on his bike. She was beautiful, I was not who had been admired and loved her. But today, she was different, her face was pale and her body a little thinner, but still had a charming smile, I was always fascinated to see her smile. After smiling at me, she went to her school. I also got into the school. But suddenly a security guard approached me.
"Rizal, wait".said the guard
I just turned to him.
"This is a letter," said the guard
"Letter from whom, sir?", I asked
"From someone who always smiles for you".said the guard
I received the letter, then I read the contents.
Dear Rizal
Thank you for waiting for me across the street there every morning.
Thank you for admiring me with the shortcoming that I have.
And ...
Sorry to keeping you waiting every morning
Sorry to disappoint you with all my flaws.
I requested one ..
No more waiting for me every morning ..
Because you will not see me in your morning ..
But you'll see me in your heart ..
By someone who always smiles for you
I felt confused. Suddenly fearcame. I could not wait anymore, because she would move to another school?. I hope my suspicion is wrong.
Next day I waited for her againt but she did not come. if I should lose first the feeling for the time I feel? Was this soon? I had not even had time to say the three words that had saved in my heart that "I, love, and you". God, grant me the opportunity to tell her that I cherish and lov here. I just want her to know how I feel, I never expect to get her.
Several weeks passed, I really missed her. She was a special girl in my life. She was the first girl to fill the empty space in my heart. Now I really felt alone. Piercing into my soul so lonely.
This week, I took a walk in the park. In front of this park there was a church where she worshiped. From the distance I saw a girl coming out of the churchyard by a pink bike. I went straight to the girl, but she was not Maria.
"Sorry, I thought you someone I know. Your bike is very similar to her bike.
Next day I waited for her againt but she did not come. if I should lose first the feeling for the time I feel? Was this soon? I had not even had time to say the three words that had saved in my heart that "I, love, and you". God, grant me the opportunity to tell her that I cherish and lov here. I just want her to know how I feel, I never expect to get her.
Several weeks passed, I really missed her. She was a special girl in my life. She was the first girl to fill the empty space in my heart. Now I really felt alone. Piercing into my soul so lonely.
This week, I took a walk in the park. In front of this park there was a church where she worshiped. From the distance I saw a girl coming out of the churchyard by a pink bike. I went straight to the girl, but she was not Maria.
"Sorry, I thought you someone I know. Your bike is very similar to her bike.
"Said me with shame.
"It's okay, not just that these days you think I was Maria. I probably should not use this bike ". Said the girl.
This girl knew that the person I referred to was Maria. Even a bicycle that was owned by maria. I'm sure the girl knows where Maria is now.
"Do you know maria? do you know where Maria is now? "I asked hopefully.
"Yeah I know. Maria is now undergoing a treatment abroad ". replied the girl.
"Who are you? So Maria sick? "I asked with great curiosity.
"It's okay, not just that these days you think I was Maria. I probably should not use this bike ". Said the girl.
This girl knew that the person I referred to was Maria. Even a bicycle that was owned by maria. I'm sure the girl knows where Maria is now.
"Do you know maria? do you know where Maria is now? "I asked hopefully.
"Yeah I know. Maria is now undergoing a treatment abroad ". replied the girl.
"Who are you? So Maria sick? "I asked with great curiosity.
"I am Regina, maria is my cousin. She has a cancer, and to recover seems very unlikely ". Replied the girl.
"Really? I do not believe it but thank you for telling me. "Answered Rizal.
The girl went away. I watched her until she disappeared from sight. I really did not believe that all this time she had a cancer.
I realize now, that day, when I received a letter from her, that was the last day to meet her. On the day that was the last time I saw her smile. And on that very day the last time I saw her enter the school by a pink bicycle. On that day instead of waiting for me across the street, she waited on the other side.
Several months later, when I came home from school suddenly Regina came with a sad face. She told me the news I never expected before. The news that Maria had died. Now I really missed her forever. She has left me, but my love for her would remain immortal until the end of time.
The next day, I am came to school. I just wanted to remember the days when I waited for her every morning. I sat at the security post. Suddenly the rain soaked the earth, as if the heavens were weeping and sorrow. I really felt lost. My heart was so empty. Just an emptiness and loneliness that so closely tied my heart. That love blossomed across the street and it was there also when the love had gone for good. I would just remember her as a very beautiful creation of God and would never unchallenged. I admired her and that means I admired the creator God the Almighty
"Really? I do not believe it but thank you for telling me. "Answered Rizal.
The girl went away. I watched her until she disappeared from sight. I really did not believe that all this time she had a cancer.
I realize now, that day, when I received a letter from her, that was the last day to meet her. On the day that was the last time I saw her smile. And on that very day the last time I saw her enter the school by a pink bicycle. On that day instead of waiting for me across the street, she waited on the other side.
Several months later, when I came home from school suddenly Regina came with a sad face. She told me the news I never expected before. The news that Maria had died. Now I really missed her forever. She has left me, but my love for her would remain immortal until the end of time.
The next day, I am came to school. I just wanted to remember the days when I waited for her every morning. I sat at the security post. Suddenly the rain soaked the earth, as if the heavens were weeping and sorrow. I really felt lost. My heart was so empty. Just an emptiness and loneliness that so closely tied my heart. That love blossomed across the street and it was there also when the love had gone for good. I would just remember her as a very beautiful creation of God and would never unchallenged. I admired her and that means I admired the creator God the Almighty
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